Me, My self & I

yeahuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =DD

2008-03-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

IM LOVING LIFE (: HAHAHAHA. theres alot things to tell since i havent update my blog lately..

gahhhs ive been busy with school, tuition, extra-classes and shits. and relationship you may ask? haha sadang. okaaaaay. i like this dude bah nama nya si rafee, but then he's my so called boyfriend's friend, so its kinda payah =(

and im flinging with this dude, wally. he's so cute (: HAHAHAHA baik adang. bitchy banar. oh wally, he's the one in the middle. left is bahzi and right is mimin KURUS!

and them, are my school friends<3>

hello 2008, bye bye 2007 :D

2008-01-01T08:19:00.000-08:00

happy new year friends and family :D 2007 was a blast year but not my relationship thingy. haha so yeah, it didnt work out between me and jaim =[ sad tho, but hehh i gotta move on right? :D come on, its new year baby. leave all the past behind and start a new rocking life!

i went out on a date with ikram, oh my gosh. it was totally a date to remember! 31/12/2007. the way he talks remind me of spencer, heidi's fiance on the hills show. HAHA even the face! 45% lah sikit. he was so sweeet. he made me melt. haha bah adang-adang. and you might think i like him? umm yes, used to. haha but now? nyehs he's just a friend. :D oh i didnt take photo of us, pasal nya he was a bit shy. next time saja :PP

mommy's birthday is coming, 3rd of january. but i dont know what to get for her! hmmmphs.

1412 birthday partayyyyyyyyy baby

2007-12-15T00:59:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh!!! it was a fucking fun day. i celebrated my birthday on the 13th. we had alot of fun! we celebrated at jerudong park (: we got in for FREEE. haha thanks to abang ameh(big boss at j.p+owner of j.p =P). we arrived at j.p around 7.45 pm. and then we were waiting for eddie to come, and my abang. jaim was there, naneng,eddie,muiz (jaim's cousin), muiz kecil, udin, ejal, ajim, abang bilo, abang ameh, endut, olen and byk lagi lah :D we rode on bumper cars, go-karts and water logs. i bumped onto jonathon msa di go-karts. he greet me a happy advance birthday. haha i cant believe he rocognise me w/o tudong. anyway, i had a lot of fun! we were at jerudong part until countdown. then they surprised me with a birthday cake masa pukul 12.00, 14th of december. it was so sweeeeet. the cake nyaman. chocolate cake, and ada m&m's on top of it :D my bro's planning to organise a party for me this saturday, oh i cant wait!!!! there will be bands performing :D

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woahhhhhhhhhh

2007-12-03T23:27:00.000-08:00

its been weeks i havent update moi blog (: haha. so yeahh. im dating this guy named zaim.. he's my cousin's bestfriend. he made me over hifzul. :D haha im so damn happy. but the point is, zaim ada girlfriend. fucked up jua tu. but zaim told me that he likes me dari dulu sudah. like last 2 years ago? =/ haha. we're almost together tho. but payah ya kan dump gf nya. its kinda relly complicated x( oh ure asking about zai? hmmm zai. zai is just a bestfriend =) i havent talked to him pulang about zaim, biar tia tau sendiri. zaim just got back from kk and he got me 3 packets of black devil cigies. sweeet oh? =P

ohh man. i love you, al-zaim <33

sunday, 18th of november

2007-11-18T07:23:00.000-08:00

tonigh, ifzul made me cry like shit. tears wont stop falling and he made me bleed. gahh! only god knows how much im hurt. i cant explain this feeling to others. it feels so.. entah eh! his words hurt me like berabisly.. gerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i wanna scream and heal this feeling!

training

2007-11-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

today i woke up at 7.35, kan training. dils nudged me on msn! so yeah.. i terbangun, then took a shower, get ready with my equipment and jalan tarus. i came abit late tadi time training. nasib jua inda kana suruh lari 20 laps =/ whoomppp mann its been a month i didnt go training tadi, 2 laps pun kapisan. HAHAHA tadi after warming up, sparring. i spared with zeze, coach huz, abang mus and abang yunus. and tadi coach huz pinjam kan his body wire. thanks coach huz! i love you! :D and bella pinjam kan musk clip. i was about to bali body wire and musk clip arah coach kasim but dia tidak datang! *angry look. HAHA apakan. ohh ohh tadi while waiting for si aji time kan salute, we were so boring so kami cerita2 and nari2. haha. ahir kami keluar tadi, around 12! we were supose to balik at 11.30. (: i miss you hifzul <3

the picture was taken while waiting for si aji time kan salute. ( slid, buggy && damia)

dreams or love?

2007-11-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

tadi kann. niya asked me which to choose; love or dreams. then kan, i was "errr uhh no. i dont think im gonna choose both" && tarus ku cam; love hurts so bad && dreams are not reality. then niya explain lahh. kata nya. people cant llive without love & dreams. and he told me why love hurts so bad; because i love the wrong person. &dreams are not reality; because i never try to archieve it. niya gave me good advices; wen u fallin love,think twice is he the ryte one && wen u have a dream,try to archieve it. a big wow! (: it makes me realising my mistakes. then he said something, "u seem so hurt till u dont believe in love anymore" &&yess. i am hurt (:

day with the kids! :D

2007-11-11T17:17:00.000-08:00

from left: mudi,danish,me:D,ilya && yang di atas: i forgot the name =/,daniel

heloooooo :D yesterday i went to aunty yah's open house. i had fun with the kids! hahaha. they're so cute u seee! =PP mudi was playing my phone and main this kiddo game, spiderman. HAHA kiut. ada potential jadi momy? :D HAHAHA i wanna have 3 kids or 4 when i get married one day after 4-5 years of marriage. HAHA this is what u call as "family planing" haha setaiee me.

i miss him si duapuluhenam

2007-11-09T23:09:00.000-08:00

mann i dont know how to describe about my feelings! he is one in a milion. he, who makes me happy aloooooot! i starved my self and lay down on the floor because i miss him alot ): i dont care whats happening around me. im so hurt, only god knows how much im hurt. he means alot to me. if i will be given a chance to love him, again. i will take care of him for the rest of my life, i'll love him like no one can do. i'll be loyal to him. words cant describe how much i love him && how much i miss him. ohh god ): i'd be thankfull .

BERGHHHHHHHHH

2007-11-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

im so sadd like berabisly, just now hifzul pm-ed.
(conversation between us)

hifzul : heyy =D
hifzul : im bored
nisa : ohh sudah u boring baru tah kan text me
hifzul : bh alright bye
nisa : eh menyamal tia

bla bla bla bla. then i was so mad and buat my nick "son of a bitch"

after a few minits.

hifzul : i love you
hifzul : and thanks for calling me son of a bitch
nisa : BECAUSE U HURT ME SO BADDD
hifzul : thanks
hifzul : i didnt mean to
nisa : u never loved me!!!!!!!!!!
nisa : god damn it! stop saying i love you when u dont mean it
hifzul : ellalah :(
hifzul : i really mean it.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :'(

the sisters had a blast!

2007-11-09T02:36:00.000-08:00

bazi and dils! the sisters and fencing buddy ku! haha. this picture was taken during on the way to mizan's gerai. hari tu ada meeting going on, it was boring. pffffffft! HAHAHA si aji banyak cakap! tukar-tukar lagi tuu the topics! yatah kan masa habis the meeting, me,dils and bazi lalu dri gym stadium and singgah dulu ke toilet cos me and dils kan kamih HAHAHAHA. there were 3 toilets, but the 2 were locked! so i let dils pee first pasal she cannot tahan! HAHA kalinya she gantung-ed her seluar at top of the door. i took the seluar and hide it somewhere. HAHAHA she was pants-less time keluar dari pintu toilet nya. we laughed out loudd! after that, kami on the way ke mizan's gerai and took alot of pictures. haha vain :D && before the meeting started, bocor ku! =S i didnt know it was my period on that day! HAHAHA dils was being my momy during that time =P

duapuluhenam forever in my heart

2007-11-09T02:11:00.000-08:00

the first blog, HAHA. i am talking about si duapuluhenam here (: which i love. but sadly, we cant be together. he has a girlfriend, 3 years in a relationship! woahhh gila jua tuuuuuu. but nyehs, he will be forever in my heart (:

he means alot to me.. no, really! meaningfull <3